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In Memory of a Banyan Tree: Poems of the Outside World: 1985 to 2022
Three Wooden Trunks
The Country Where Everyone’s Name Is Fear: Selected Poems
TERRIBLY IN LOVE: Selected Poems  
  Tautvyda Marcinkevičiūtė
  Translated by H.L. Hix & Julie Kane

ISBN 978-0-9981963-9-8     $18.00      5.5 x 8.5       

160 pp      
PUB DATE: SEPT 2018       Featured Poetry


Tautvyda Marcinkevičiūtė claims among her literary exemplars Marina Tsvetaeva, and one evidence of the force of Terribly in Love is its resonance with Tsvetaeva’s claim that “The only salvation for me and my works is that, in my case, the demand of the time has turned out to be the command of conscience, a thing of eternity.”

So it has proven for Marcinkevičiūtė. She is a female poet in a patriarchal society, and a Lithuanian poet active through her nation’s transition from Soviet satellite to EU member. The times have placed on her demands that have proven commands of conscience: to live as a woman and speak as a woman in a society that privileges male action, male vision, male voice; to live and speak as a citizen of a small nation under the rule of a large nation; to live and speak as a citizen of a small nation now being ruled (as are all nations) by the global market economy.

The poetry of Tautvyda Marcinkevičiūtė addresses with courage and clarity the question of how not only to survive, but also to maintain dignity and pursue integrity, in such conditions, how to fight back against the monsters of diminishment.

This bilingual edition is the first English-language collection by the most celebrated woman poet in Lithuania today. Tautvyda Marcinkevičiūtė’s voice is both cool and ferocious, as one might expect from the official translator of Sylvia Plath into Lithuanian. Six Lithuanian and American translators including poets H.L. Hix, Julie Kane, and Jonas Zdanys have collaborated to bring this important poet—writing in a language with only three million speakers—to a world audience.

About the Author

Tautvyda Marcinkevičiūtė

Author photo Tautvyda

Tautvyda Marcinkevičiūtė has published more than a dozen collections of poetry at home in Lithuania. The most recent of these are Mano Poe(ma)ma (“My Poe(ma)ma”), 2017, and Veiksma-žodinė (Action Verb Acts), 2018. Authorized by the Plath estate, she is the official Lithuanian translator of Sylvia Plath’s Collected Poems (2017). Her many writing awards include the Poezijos Pavasaris (“Poetry Spring”) national poet laureateship.



I forgot that in cabarets there should be no pauses,
That the fire-eaters enter right after the passionate cancan.
That’s why, though I tried to avoid it, I will push the button,
Hard as it will be not to hear the barker announce my performance.

There have to be blues—Oh, I so loved the roofs of Montmartre
On New Year’s Eve, snow blowing in our faces, passersby wishing bon anne,
And I would sing better, warmed by the audience, but like a cold weapon
In the hands of a suicide, the trigger of the pause takes me out.

It seems I forgot there should be no pauses in
The biography of an artist who doesn’t want to be forgotten,
But maybe it was Him, the Unseen Master, who has touched the button,
Winding the tape so that it will not advance, and it cannot rewind.

—Tautvyda Marcinkevičiūtė